A Weaker Vessel

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My Testimony

I use to live a self-focused life, and did what pleased me. I was kind to others because I believed I'd get something in return and did good things to make myself feel better. I loved life, and thought I was living it to the fullest. I was actually living the exact opposite of the way God wanted me to live. God created the Heavens and the earth (Gen. 1:1) that includes human life - me. And since He is Creator, he is the one we are responsible to. I didn't want to believe this, because I like doing what I wanted to do and when I wanted to do it. But what I believed doesn't change what is truth. Because I was living opposite of what God wants, I was sinning, and I found pleasure in the very things God hates. He hates sin because He is holy, meaning perfect, and calls us His created beings to be Holy as well (1 Peter 1:16). Because of this, I was separated from God, and yet, I still pursued sin because of its passing pleasures. Since God is the Creator, and therefore I was responsible to Him, my sin deserved His punishment. The Bible tells us God is just, meaning He will judge in a fair manor (Romans 6:23). He can’t just look over my sins because I was an okay person compared to others. I was going to stand before God as an individual to be judged (Heb 9:28), and in comparison to a Holy God, I would be found guilty. So, I would pay eternally for the sins I committed against an eternal God in Hell (II Thess 1:8-9). While this may sound hopeless, and it is from a human standpoint, God stepped in and did something wonderful. Because every single person is in the same position, God had to do something to take care of our sin. Thankfully, God is a loving God who wants to provide a solution for the separation between us and Him. "For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son, that whoever believe in Him should not perish but have eternal life" (John 3:16). Jesus, being God in human form, came and lived a perfect life for us, since we are unable to. Jesus suffered and died on the cross taking on the wrath of God that we would have deserved to pay in Hell for eternity. In 2006, this became real for me, when I was invited to church rch and heard this good news (gospel) preached. It wasn't until this point where I realized the reality of my eternal state (Hell bound) and that Jesus was the only way to Heaven (John 14:6). I learned that Jesus proved Himself and paid the penalty for sin on the cross by rising from the dead (1 Corinthians 15:4). I was convicted immediately and knew that in order to receive this gift of salvation, I needed to change. I needed to live a life that would please the God, but without faith it is impossible to please Him (Heb. 11:6). I learned I could earn His favor and forgiveness by turning from my sin and placing my trust in Jesus (Acts 20:11). On August 6, 2006 I did just that and on that day God forgave me from all my sins (1 John 1:9). God was immediately at work in my life to live the way He had made me to live (Phil. 2:13). A first sign of the work He was doing in my life was stopping my vulgar language and stopping my desire for the sinful lifestyle I was leading. God had also given me a desire to know Him more through reading the Bible and listening to sermons. He had given me a sacrificial love towards kids that had never been in my heart at all. I started serving the church by getting involved and having accountability to the church (Rom. 12:10-11). While God was blessing me, he was also taking me through trials, which although they were tough, were able to draw me closer to depend on Him. My love for God and others has since grown the more and more I get to know Him through what He had revealed of Himself in the Bible. I have a strong desire to follow His commandments and do His work he has for me all the days of my life. (Eph. 2:10)